My heart feels heavy today.
One of those moments that I have to remind myself to breathe.
I hate the anxiety that sometimes seems to overwhelm my soul.
I realize that I must "jump in to be saved" but it is difficult to willingly jump where you know pain will surface.
My God is bigger than the pain.
My God is stronger than the memories.
My God is more faithful than my humanness.
I will not believe the lies of Satan.
I will not give in to the desires to shut down and hide.
I will not retreat through sleep rather than engage in the blessings of life that I now have.
I will enter this day with confidence in Christ, and face whatever comes my way with the knowledge that I am not nor will I ever be all alone.