Monday, August 6, 2007


Today is not a good day.
Don't know whether it is to blame on a bad attitude, residual effects of hormones, a natural part of this "healing process", signs of needed changes in medicine, getting too emotionally involved in the crises of others/boundary issues, maybe a combination of all or simply just not a good day.
I have not slept well for the past couple of nights because of tossing, turning, and bad dreams.

So far today, I have read from my Bible and a historical fiction novel, attempted to get rid of and organize some clutter, talked with a couple of friends, watched part of a soap opera and shed a lot of tears. I am wondering if this "process" will ever end?

Matthew 6:34 "Therefore, do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble."
Nice verse.
Good thought.
But what do you do when all of the days seem to, ultimately, be the same?
The todays, tomorrows, and yesterdays seem to be one long extension of the same times.

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